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Brilliant_Rock
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I haven''t seen my boyfriend in 6 weeks and I''m so excited and relieved to finally be leaving tomorrow to see him. Even if it is for a short weekend. And he has to work on Saturday.
I''ve missed him so much. We talk on the phone every night and email during the day but it''s obviously not the same. I''m not an excitable person in general, but I''m counting down the hours until I see him (22 now!).
I feel like it''s going to be like a ex-smoker taking a drag for the first time in a few months. All those feelings will come rushing back, and then when I have to leave again on Sunday, I''ll go through withdrawal all over again.
But for now, I''m trying not to worry about that, and to concentrate on how fun it''s going to be to hold hands and cuddle; how we''re going to have ice cream cake and a bottle of wine to celebrate my birthday a few weeks back; and how adorable he is when he''s sleeping.
I was in a long distance relationship before, and it didn''t bother me. So much that I kind of looked at people who said it was difficult as being weak, or unable to be by themselves. But now, my opinion has completely changed 180 degrees. It is so hard to live here without him. But we are strong and this is a small sacrifice to pay for rewards in the future. At least, that''s what I keep telling myself.
I''ve missed him so much. We talk on the phone every night and email during the day but it''s obviously not the same. I''m not an excitable person in general, but I''m counting down the hours until I see him (22 now!).
I feel like it''s going to be like a ex-smoker taking a drag for the first time in a few months. All those feelings will come rushing back, and then when I have to leave again on Sunday, I''ll go through withdrawal all over again.
But for now, I''m trying not to worry about that, and to concentrate on how fun it''s going to be to hold hands and cuddle; how we''re going to have ice cream cake and a bottle of wine to celebrate my birthday a few weeks back; and how adorable he is when he''s sleeping.
I was in a long distance relationship before, and it didn''t bother me. So much that I kind of looked at people who said it was difficult as being weak, or unable to be by themselves. But now, my opinion has completely changed 180 degrees. It is so hard to live here without him. But we are strong and this is a small sacrifice to pay for rewards in the future. At least, that''s what I keep telling myself.
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