larussel03
Brilliant_Rock
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This is the first year that I have not gone home to spend vacation at home, that could be part of it, but I"m just not in the whole christmas eve excited mood. Also, bf is working today and tomorrow (until 1-ish) and he's going to his relatives tonight and his parents tomorrow and I'm going to my parents and staying over tonight...I feel that now that we're living together, we should be spending the holidays together but I know my mom would have a cow if I didnt go home without warning her WAY ahead of time, and he had RSVP'ed to his relatives assuming I'd come, but neither of us realized the other thought the other was coming...I dont want to leave him alone tonight, so I dont know what to do. He'd be at his aunts till 9 or 10 and then would have to come home and go straight to bed to get up at 6am to go back to work, (which really stinks on christmas eve anyways, it's supposed to be fun and we're supposed to stay up late drinking egg nog and all that fun stuff) so I know he doesnt care but I feel kinda bad. I dont know if I feel bad b/c I'm a bit dissapointed that he is working and cant stay up late or if I feel guilty.
I"m not sure what to do...I was thinking of going to my parents' then borrowing a car and coming back tonight and then going back tomorrow, but that's pointless since I'd be back around 10 and he'd have to go to bed around then to get up for work...or maybe he can come by later but then he'd still be coming back to the apartment without me...I know he'd prefer I stayed at my parents so I didnt keep him up and he could sleep before having to get up early but I just feel so un-christmas like. And I know he wouldnt be upset with our arrangement, as this has been set for weeks, but I feel guilty. I guess it's b/c I wish he werent working and I want to spend christmas eve together, but it's not working out that way. My not having a car kinda complicates things when it comes to big family holidays...
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I"m not sure what to do...I was thinking of going to my parents' then borrowing a car and coming back tonight and then going back tomorrow, but that's pointless since I'd be back around 10 and he'd have to go to bed around then to get up for work...or maybe he can come by later but then he'd still be coming back to the apartment without me...I know he'd prefer I stayed at my parents so I didnt keep him up and he could sleep before having to get up early but I just feel so un-christmas like. And I know he wouldnt be upset with our arrangement, as this has been set for weeks, but I feel guilty. I guess it's b/c I wish he werent working and I want to spend christmas eve together, but it's not working out that way. My not having a car kinda complicates things when it comes to big family holidays...
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