PilsnPinkysMom
Brilliant_Rock
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You know the days when the stupid little stuff adds up... and you just have a meltdown? Cue Pils wallowing in a pool of self pity on one...two...three...
I think its just one of *those* days... I have two finals lurking in the near future. I''m home outlining, FI is out partying for a friend''s birthday. I spent my whole day in the library. I''ve had my period for, like, two freaking months straight because of my new Mirena. I swear my facial wrinkles are getting SO pronounced, despite my piling on sunblock. FI made dinner tonight (good, right?) but it was 100% unhealthy (minus some broccoli), and I hooved it, and then he was messing around with our camera and snapped a photo of me, and I honestly had a double chin (Where the f*ck did THAT come from?). So I felt awful and just lazy and gross. FI was home all day because he was working for the past six, and when I got home from school I was messing around on his computer and saw he was looking at **** (
)... Which, honestly, I don''t mind... he is a male, after all... So I pointed it out to him and he shrugged and I said, "Um, didn''t we *youknowwhat* like a day ago?" ... and of course my crazy, hormonal mind went all bonkers and I decided he needed to look at *other* naked women because I was getting fat and eating too much mac & cheese and he no longer finds me attractive blahblahblah and it turned into a crazy crying fit. And then we made a cake for our friends 25th birthday and I totally messed it up while applying frosting and the cake looked so terrible and pathetic. I felt like such a cake decorating failure. Have i learned *nothing* from watching a bazillion ace of cakes episodes? And my kitty Pilsner won''t snuggle with me like he usually does. :sigh: And I glanced in the mirror and looked at my braces and became SO FREAKING MAD that they''re not off yet. And started to get all fustered... just me... looking in the mirror... at my own teeth. This is like PMS on, i don''t know... PMS steroids or something. But I''m not even premenstrual- I''m perpetually menstrual.
I''m going insane. I''m sure of it. What. The. Heck. Is. Wrong. With. Me?
Please tell me that you ladies have had days like this? Where the stupid stuff just... drives you nuts...
I think its just one of *those* days... I have two finals lurking in the near future. I''m home outlining, FI is out partying for a friend''s birthday. I spent my whole day in the library. I''ve had my period for, like, two freaking months straight because of my new Mirena. I swear my facial wrinkles are getting SO pronounced, despite my piling on sunblock. FI made dinner tonight (good, right?) but it was 100% unhealthy (minus some broccoli), and I hooved it, and then he was messing around with our camera and snapped a photo of me, and I honestly had a double chin (Where the f*ck did THAT come from?). So I felt awful and just lazy and gross. FI was home all day because he was working for the past six, and when I got home from school I was messing around on his computer and saw he was looking at **** (
I''m going insane. I''m sure of it. What. The. Heck. Is. Wrong. With. Me?
Please tell me that you ladies have had days like this? Where the stupid stuff just... drives you nuts...