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Shiny_Rock
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- Oct 5, 2005
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Okay, before you tell me ''I told you so'' let me jump back a little.
A few months ago my FI and I broke up, very amicably I might add. We still are friends which is weird to some but I think we both realized that we most likely meant to be friends and not anything more. Well, I have always been very close to his best friend, in fact I knew him from college when we shared a lab group together. We lost touch after school but when I started dating my ex FI we met again. After my FI and I broke up ''J'', his best friend, and I became very close. We spoke to each other all of the time and hung out a lot. A lot of you were telling me that you thought it was something more on his part but as usual, I was in denial....you were right!
So a few weeks I went with J and a number of friends to the hamptons. J''s parents have a summer house there. Well Saturday night we all went out to the clubs and around 1am I became really tired and all I could think about was going back to the house. Well ''J'' said he''d drive me back even though I could tell he was having a great time out. I said I''d take a cab and after much ''arguing'' about this I said I was going to the bathroom and then snuck off and grabbed a taxi that had just pulled up to drop off some folks. So I get back to the house and all was quiet and it was so nice! So I''m lounging out by the pool listening to the sound of the ocean when I hear the sliding door open and who walks out but J. He was so mad at me for leaving because he was worried! We got into a bit of an argument because I couldn''t understand what he was so worried for and started getting really pissy. I turned to go inside when he grabbed me by the shoulders and kissed me...WOW!!!!!!!!!! I''ll tell you, I''ve kissed enough guys in my lifetime but this one literally took my breath away!!! It was like everything you''ve ever read about or seen in movies, and even better! I really got lightheaded and weak in the knees! I didn''t want it to end and grabbed him when he stopped! We both pulled away at one point and just stared at each other and started laughing, I laughed so hard I thought I was going to pee in my pants and had tears streaming down my face. When we finally ''came to'' he told me that he''s been wanting to do that for years, even when he knew me in school but I was dating his fraternity brother. It was almost as if something hit me, like I opened up to him and realized how much I liked him too. Weird isn''t it? He told me how he was sooooo jealous when I was with my ex but cared enough about me to be friends. Isn''t that sappy but sweet? I know a lot of what we discussed was because the alcohol had lowered our inhibitions...
So here we are, a few weeks later and are still together although we''re hiding it from everyone else which is not easy. My ex is dating someone now and according to J he seems to really like her. I don''t think he''d honestly mind if he knew I was with J but I feel guilty that it happened so quickly and I don''t think many would understand. What do you think? Is this wrong?
So ya''ll were right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A few months ago my FI and I broke up, very amicably I might add. We still are friends which is weird to some but I think we both realized that we most likely meant to be friends and not anything more. Well, I have always been very close to his best friend, in fact I knew him from college when we shared a lab group together. We lost touch after school but when I started dating my ex FI we met again. After my FI and I broke up ''J'', his best friend, and I became very close. We spoke to each other all of the time and hung out a lot. A lot of you were telling me that you thought it was something more on his part but as usual, I was in denial....you were right!
So a few weeks I went with J and a number of friends to the hamptons. J''s parents have a summer house there. Well Saturday night we all went out to the clubs and around 1am I became really tired and all I could think about was going back to the house. Well ''J'' said he''d drive me back even though I could tell he was having a great time out. I said I''d take a cab and after much ''arguing'' about this I said I was going to the bathroom and then snuck off and grabbed a taxi that had just pulled up to drop off some folks. So I get back to the house and all was quiet and it was so nice! So I''m lounging out by the pool listening to the sound of the ocean when I hear the sliding door open and who walks out but J. He was so mad at me for leaving because he was worried! We got into a bit of an argument because I couldn''t understand what he was so worried for and started getting really pissy. I turned to go inside when he grabbed me by the shoulders and kissed me...WOW!!!!!!!!!! I''ll tell you, I''ve kissed enough guys in my lifetime but this one literally took my breath away!!! It was like everything you''ve ever read about or seen in movies, and even better! I really got lightheaded and weak in the knees! I didn''t want it to end and grabbed him when he stopped! We both pulled away at one point and just stared at each other and started laughing, I laughed so hard I thought I was going to pee in my pants and had tears streaming down my face. When we finally ''came to'' he told me that he''s been wanting to do that for years, even when he knew me in school but I was dating his fraternity brother. It was almost as if something hit me, like I opened up to him and realized how much I liked him too. Weird isn''t it? He told me how he was sooooo jealous when I was with my ex but cared enough about me to be friends. Isn''t that sappy but sweet? I know a lot of what we discussed was because the alcohol had lowered our inhibitions...
So here we are, a few weeks later and are still together although we''re hiding it from everyone else which is not easy. My ex is dating someone now and according to J he seems to really like her. I don''t think he''d honestly mind if he knew I was with J but I feel guilty that it happened so quickly and I don''t think many would understand. What do you think? Is this wrong?
So ya''ll were right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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