Deelight
Ideal_Rock
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- Oct 4, 2007
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After a long wait (10 years together in April) and being lapped and the annoying questions I know I will not end this year without being engaged to the man that I love with all my heart
and who would do anything to make me happy.
I am literally about to burst at the seems we have not told anyone we planned to get engaged. I want to scream it from the rooftops and tell the world. At this stage I am torn between letting one person know (which in turn could lead to another and so on and so forth and then who would I choose to say it to) or announcing when it is all official. I figure at the very least I can say it here and yet keep the secret but yet share my excitement with others that will be excited as well.
To say I am excited is fairly well an understatement and on the other hand we both like having our own little secret to giggle to. I feel fairly horrible when my sis and friends ask whether I think he will pop the question on our European holiday I literally have to lie and say "I am not sure maybe" and then act fairly nonchalant about the deal so as not to give anything away but underneath I am a bundle of OMG''s and the worlds worst liar.
So now I am going to enjoy the last of my wait (even though at times it has been hard) try not to get to overwhelmed by my excitement and manage to function in a relatively normal, unexcitable manner which in the best of times it hard
.
*happy dance*
I am literally about to burst at the seems we have not told anyone we planned to get engaged. I want to scream it from the rooftops and tell the world. At this stage I am torn between letting one person know (which in turn could lead to another and so on and so forth and then who would I choose to say it to) or announcing when it is all official. I figure at the very least I can say it here and yet keep the secret but yet share my excitement with others that will be excited as well.
To say I am excited is fairly well an understatement and on the other hand we both like having our own little secret to giggle to. I feel fairly horrible when my sis and friends ask whether I think he will pop the question on our European holiday I literally have to lie and say "I am not sure maybe" and then act fairly nonchalant about the deal so as not to give anything away but underneath I am a bundle of OMG''s and the worlds worst liar.
So now I am going to enjoy the last of my wait (even though at times it has been hard) try not to get to overwhelmed by my excitement and manage to function in a relatively normal, unexcitable manner which in the best of times it hard
*happy dance*