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Shiny_Rock
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- Feb 24, 2011
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So, yesterday morning, I almost had an internal meltdown because of the waiting game - I go through this cycle every couple months where I freak out to myself (and sometimes to him ) and then I tell myself to chill out because I know it's coming, and then I try to distract myself...and then after a month or two, the cycle repeats. Well, yesterday morning, I was in the freak out phase (I even posted a couple comments on other people's topics about it), but I was doing a good job of keeping it to myself. Then, the BF and I went to the mall after work and next thing I know, we're in a jewelry store. I said I would love to look at rings one day since I've never really tried any on (we went once but the place didn't really have anything I liked), and he said, "let's do it now." And so we did! We ended up spending an hour looking at different settings. He was so involved and asking tons of questions, and I could tell he was taking mental notes. I know he plans to buy from an online vendor but it was really nice for both of us to see what certain settings looked like on my hand. It was so fun and it made me feel so much better when earlier that day I was about to have a meltdown. The whole ride home I wanted to call everyone I knew, but I had to play it cool and act like it was no big deal....even though I was freaking out on the inside! Anyway, it was a fun evening and it got me even more excited about what is hopefully soon to come. I had to come on and share because I was about to burst!