Oh Ally honey. You last post broke my heart. Honey, I've watched my mom recently again in the hospital and I realized again how hard it is to be in the hospital, away from home, and to feel isolated and adrift from 'real life'... like you are waiting to be released so that you can join life and take control again. And I hear that in you.
Honey, your health is the most important thing. You exams, your wedding, everything EVERYTHING can wait. I know that you don't want it to wait or because there might be some consequences, but honey please... your anxiety and stress are so counterproductive to your recovery. Please, try to find the positive (you are alive and WELL and YOURSELF... that is A LOT, please don't take it for granted) and stay as focused as you can on that.
Geez, well I''ve managed to completely miss this thread!!
Ally, its really good to see that you''re on the mend even if you are stressing yourself out with exams and everyone else.