LtlFirecracker
Ideal_Rock
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I can relate to what your are going through. I have been going through some stuff with my program for the last few years, and it has taken a toll on me with my patience. You have three major things going on in your life. You were just in a life threatening accident, your have someone very close to you with a terminal illness, and you are concerned about the match. All of these things are out of your control. You have a lot of frustration and anger, and you can''t take them out on the things you are frustrated and angry about. So you are channeling them elsewhere.
While in a way, as everyone else said, this is not totally unexpected. But I don''t want to see you hurt those around you. In the end, you will be the one most hurt if that happens. I second what Deb said, getting some professional advice on a healthy way to channel you frustration and anger might help you out a lot. The fact that you recognize this on your own is actually a really good thing. It shows that you have insight into your strengths and weaknesses. This quality will get you far in your professional and personal life.
While in a way, as everyone else said, this is not totally unexpected. But I don''t want to see you hurt those around you. In the end, you will be the one most hurt if that happens. I second what Deb said, getting some professional advice on a healthy way to channel you frustration and anger might help you out a lot. The fact that you recognize this on your own is actually a really good thing. It shows that you have insight into your strengths and weaknesses. This quality will get you far in your professional and personal life.