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Ideal_Rock
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I just bought @Paisley2628 's Victorian harlequin bracelet, and I love it SO MUCH!
She also generously agreed to sell me her Victorian harlequin necklace, which should be arriving tomorrow. I'm so excited I can hardly sit still! I'll post a thread about them both after it arrives (as soon as I can decide whether it should go in Colored Gemstones or Vintage & Antique), but meanwhile, here are a few photos of the bracelet, with my blue sapphire and an antique garnet ring.
The stones are various species of garnet, various colors of zircons, rock crystal (quartz), and one blue sapphire.
Hurt
by Trent Reznor
"I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I'm still right here
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way"
Beautiful song, beautiful rings… I hope the beautiful person wearing them reaches out if she’s in pain! <3
@mellowyellowgirl @Lisa Loves Shiny @RMOO @glitterata
@Dreamer_D
Thank you, ladies! All this was really comforting to hear. To me it's still quite obvious, although less than it was several days ago. I guess I'm still focused on the damage that used to be there, and still seeing that damage rather than the repair. Similar to how a person holds on to their old self-image after a significant weight loss. It's getting better, though. I notice it less and less, and I think knowing other people with a keen eye don't see it at all is definitely speeding up the process.
I'll muster the focus to tell the whole story sometime soon. It's a lengthy one, and one hell of an emotional roller coaster.
Last week I was finally reunited with my blue flower ring after two months apart. First it suffered from my own clumsiness and lack of attention, and then it suffered even more at the hands of a jeweller whose skill I used to trust, but now know whatever skill I’d seen before can only be attributed to more talented people working for their bench. And since I’ve definitely lost all trust in their judgement and customer service, I’m never going back there again.
I’ve had a whole week now to get used to the slight flaw that will forever remain, because when do we ever emerge unscathed when going through life’s challenges. I can once again see the beautify and enjoy wearing my ring. That doesn’t mean I don’t need peer validation, so tell me honestly - do you see it? Do you think it’s still okay?