Gypsy
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Thank you all so much. He''s very special. What''s interesting is that we lost John''s grandfather last year, and John and I were both very close to him. Lived next door to him for 2 years and took care of him in the evenings while John''s mother was at work (hospital, works evening shift) and GOD was it hard to lose him. He was family for me. And it is so HARD to wrap my mind around the fact that he''s gone. And now that I know what it''s like to lose a grandparent, even indirectly, I''m that much more terrified.
Xapora, my heart goes out to you honey. I''m so sorry for your loss.
Your words are so helpful. All of them from the little notes, to the longer paragraphs. I''m very blessed by your strength, and my ability to borrow it when my own is faltering a bit. I will stay positive. He knows how much I love him, I know that. I''ve made sure he''s never doubted that ever, in fact, my grandmother has at times been jealous of how affectionate I am with him. There is peace in that. And I know he draws strength from my presence, so I''m going there tonight. Just as soon as I finish drafting this contract from scratch... that I"m having immense writer''s block with.
(HUGS)) and thank you, your support means so much to me.