AllAboardTheBlingTrain
Ideal_Rock
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Felt pretty and happy this weekend after a very long time... Went shopping and splurged on a beautiful outfit because I have multiple weddings to attend coming up (my ex might be there at one of them so I really wanted to dress as good as possible) and I needed a preemptive pick me up. Jewellery is my go-to treat, but every piece of jewellery that I'm currently loving costs way too much to just spontaneously buy.
Stepped out of the dressing room to show my friend, almost a full dress size smaller than I was this time last year (always a great feeling) and a random stranger paid me just the most amazing compliment! She was like "I hope it's okay for me to interrupt, but wow you are so beautiful! You look like a fairy!"
It just put such a huge smile to my face. There's so much horror and tragedy everywhere in the world right now, that sometimes I feel a little shallow and guilty for being so preoccupied with something as banal as a breakup. But I guess everyone's respective personal problems seems the biggest to themselves. I do my best not to think about it or talk about it, but realising I'd have to come face to face with him and his new fiancee in a couple of months was definitely weighing on me. But when I wore that dress, even before I came out of the dressing room, I felt good. I don't really need him, or any man. It's going to suck being dateless at this wedding, but it's not the end of the world. And the compliments don't hurt
Stepped out of the dressing room to show my friend, almost a full dress size smaller than I was this time last year (always a great feeling) and a random stranger paid me just the most amazing compliment! She was like "I hope it's okay for me to interrupt, but wow you are so beautiful! You look like a fairy!"
It just put such a huge smile to my face. There's so much horror and tragedy everywhere in the world right now, that sometimes I feel a little shallow and guilty for being so preoccupied with something as banal as a breakup. But I guess everyone's respective personal problems seems the biggest to themselves. I do my best not to think about it or talk about it, but realising I'd have to come face to face with him and his new fiancee in a couple of months was definitely weighing on me. But when I wore that dress, even before I came out of the dressing room, I felt good. I don't really need him, or any man. It's going to suck being dateless at this wedding, but it's not the end of the world. And the compliments don't hurt