mimzy
Brilliant_Rock
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so FF and i just got back from a walk in the (detroit)riverside park by my apt. as we were crossing this old stone bridge that i just love i told him that that was my favorite spot in all the city (the sun was setting, reflecting on the water, the trees were starting to turn, it is just so pretty) and he's like "oh yeah? what if I had something for you?" and stopped where he was and turned to me and reached for his pocket. i got uncomfortable/smiley, because even though he was saying those things i knew that he wasn't actually going to do it..... of course he punches me in the shoulder and goes "yeah right!" and we keep walking. a few minutes later he tells me it looked like i was started to get excited and i tell him that i knew he was kidding and he's like "well what i if i really am ready? what if your parents have known for a long time?" and keeps touching his pocket. i tell him that i know he just likes messing with me because he thinks it's funny that i am so anxious for it to happen. and all this after just last nite i told him i was having a little bit of a down day because of it! he's so mean!
he's a good natured guy so i don't want anyone to think he's being cruel, but it makes me think that maybe it might happen sooner than later? as in, maybe he has picked out the center stone and it is ready and maybe he even has it in his possession? but maybe not! (this is the guy who told me that it would be ready in the beginning of august when he hadn't even found a stone yet, just to "keep me on my toes") either way, i know he's really enjoying watching me squirm.....
oh, and to top it all off HE even suggested that we go to his sisters bar later....the one that i posted about in the dream proposal thread (usually i have to do some serious convincing to go)! AND i had the day off so i gave myself a manicure (no money for the real thing!), hoping it would have a little of that magic in it. it's like the universe is telling me it's time to get engaged but apparently neglected to let my FF in on it.
he's a good natured guy so i don't want anyone to think he's being cruel, but it makes me think that maybe it might happen sooner than later? as in, maybe he has picked out the center stone and it is ready and maybe he even has it in his possession? but maybe not! (this is the guy who told me that it would be ready in the beginning of august when he hadn't even found a stone yet, just to "keep me on my toes") either way, i know he's really enjoying watching me squirm.....
oh, and to top it all off HE even suggested that we go to his sisters bar later....the one that i posted about in the dream proposal thread (usually i have to do some serious convincing to go)! AND i had the day off so i gave myself a manicure (no money for the real thing!), hoping it would have a little of that magic in it. it's like the universe is telling me it's time to get engaged but apparently neglected to let my FF in on it.