bubbly1126
Brilliant_Rock
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- Sep 6, 2007
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So I haven''t written in a while. I have a lot going on with me health-wise and I have been back and forth between Dr''s like every other day. It really sucks but BF has been amazing with me while I''ve been going through this.
As for any engagement news, still nothing here. And I don''t think there will be for quite a while. Some days I feel he is more into talking about it and other days, I feel as though I get the brush off and he just isn''t interested. Don''t get me wrong, I know it IS in our future, I''m not doubting that, but I do doubt that it is any time remotely soon. We''ve had some setbacks and now with me being sick, it just puts so much more stress on everything in general. As of right now though, I''m really just focused on getting better, not getting engaged. All I really want is to feel like myself again and I truly feel that if we can get through whatever sickness this is that I have, that that will bring us that much closer to each other and a potential proposal down the line. I''m truly just thankful to have him by my side right now.
And don''t worry ladies, I will be alright. As of right now, we know it''s nothing with my heart. Next we''re looking into some muscular things... which is what I really think it is. Actually, more specifically, maybe Fibromyalgia, Thoracic Outlet Syndrome or Myofascial Pain Syndrome. All things that can be dealt with... but are painful. But I''ll get through it! I mean geez, I''m 23!! I''m strong enough!
Ohhhh and CONGRATS to all you lovely ladies who have gotten engaged recently!! And welcome to all the newcomers! I hope to get to know all of you better!
As for any engagement news, still nothing here. And I don''t think there will be for quite a while. Some days I feel he is more into talking about it and other days, I feel as though I get the brush off and he just isn''t interested. Don''t get me wrong, I know it IS in our future, I''m not doubting that, but I do doubt that it is any time remotely soon. We''ve had some setbacks and now with me being sick, it just puts so much more stress on everything in general. As of right now though, I''m really just focused on getting better, not getting engaged. All I really want is to feel like myself again and I truly feel that if we can get through whatever sickness this is that I have, that that will bring us that much closer to each other and a potential proposal down the line. I''m truly just thankful to have him by my side right now.
And don''t worry ladies, I will be alright. As of right now, we know it''s nothing with my heart. Next we''re looking into some muscular things... which is what I really think it is. Actually, more specifically, maybe Fibromyalgia, Thoracic Outlet Syndrome or Myofascial Pain Syndrome. All things that can be dealt with... but are painful. But I''ll get through it! I mean geez, I''m 23!! I''m strong enough!
Ohhhh and CONGRATS to all you lovely ladies who have gotten engaged recently!! And welcome to all the newcomers! I hope to get to know all of you better!
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