Overwhelmed

[ladypirate]

Sorry to post another unhappy topic in here, ladies, but I have to vent somewhere and I don''t know where else to get this off my chest.

Things are so overwhelming right now. I have a conference this weekend for work, meaning 14 hour work days starting tomorrow and continuing through Tuesday. One of the heads of my company yelled at me yesterday because I did something that my direct boss asked me to and it wasn''t what he wanted, then took offense when I told him I had been following her orders because he thought I was trying to go over his head. I feel like I can''t live up to the girl whose position I took over when I started working here a couple of months ago. Kris still hasn''t heard back about his job interview. Hand therapy from severing 3 tendons back in July is not covered by my insurance, has blown through my savings, and is costing me over a thousand dollars a month. On top of all the rest of this, I woke up this morning with a killer head cold, post nasal drip and fever included.

I just want to go somewhere and have a good cry.

And my boss just told me that she wants to sit down and have a talk with me, as in now. I just can''t deal with all of this right now. If this talk is something bad, I think I will actually burst into tears during the meeting.

 

[robbie3982]

I''m sorry you''re so stressed! I''m keeping my fingers crossed that the talk goes well.

 

[ladypirate]

Thanks Robbie--

Turns out it was a talk about things to work on, but not like "you''re fired" work on, so that''s good. It was mainly just considered to be an urgent thing because she''s out of town for the next week and she wanted to talk to me about it before she left so that I could be mindful of it while I was on my own in our department.

 

[Skippy123]

Oh Lady, I hope things work out. Hang in there and big hug (((())))))