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That's a big change in GPA. You're really working hard to get it brought up higher!
I think I did okay on the chemistry exam today (at least a C, but I'm hoping for a B). At least it felt like it went pretty well. My physics exam starts in less than 12 hours and I'm just now getting a chance to study (printing review stuff right now). I'm really not ready for that one either.
B and me? I don't know. I'd started to think we were making progress but this evening was a big step back again. Thing is that I don't think he realizes just how upset I am. I just don't have the energy to deal with talking right now. The exam tomorrow was already enough stess to leave me feeling sick. Now I'm just nauseous and yuck. I've got to just set it aside for right now and focus on what I have to study. After we've both had time to relax and the stress of my exams are past, maybe we can talk about stuff better. Honestly, I want to cry and really need someone to hold me and reasure me that it will all be okay. I just don't have anyone in my life to do that (except usually B) and I don't feel comfortable talking to our friends/family IRL because I don't want any hurt feelings/judgement/picking-sides thing to go on.
Anyway.... I better go study. Have a good night.
I think I did okay on the chemistry exam today (at least a C, but I'm hoping for a B). At least it felt like it went pretty well. My physics exam starts in less than 12 hours and I'm just now getting a chance to study (printing review stuff right now). I'm really not ready for that one either.
B and me? I don't know. I'd started to think we were making progress but this evening was a big step back again. Thing is that I don't think he realizes just how upset I am. I just don't have the energy to deal with talking right now. The exam tomorrow was already enough stess to leave me feeling sick. Now I'm just nauseous and yuck. I've got to just set it aside for right now and focus on what I have to study. After we've both had time to relax and the stress of my exams are past, maybe we can talk about stuff better. Honestly, I want to cry and really need someone to hold me and reasure me that it will all be okay. I just don't have anyone in my life to do that (except usually B) and I don't feel comfortable talking to our friends/family IRL because I don't want any hurt feelings/judgement/picking-sides thing to go on.
Anyway.... I better go study. Have a good night.