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princesss said:Unexpected side effect of breaking up with M: losing all sense of home I had in this country. He anchored me - we had defined places that were *ours* and I felt comfortable. Breaking up with him is essentially breaking up with those places - they never held much meaning to me, but he cared about them so much that I adopted them as my own. I guess over the past month that faded away, and now I'm adrift. I should have enough practice with that to be okay with it, but realizing suddenly that my anchor is gone and the only thing I have even resembling a "home" is half a world away is a major wake up call. Realizing I'm in this place that makes me horribly uncomfortable and makes me feel almost two dimensional - like all the depth I have that I'm used to exploring and exposing doesn't exist, and I'm barely more than a photograph - without any more reason to be here than to be anywhere else in the world (less reason, actually, since I don't *want* to be here and never really did) is terrifying.
I need to remember how to float.
random_thought said:The same person just told me I should not procreate. Which was immediately followed by a loud angry gasp by all of the females in the office and a couple of males. Just completely ----ing inappropriate...![]()
random_thought said:The same person just told me I should not procreate. Which was immediately followed by a loud angry gasp by all of the females in the office and a couple of males. Just completely ----ing inappropriate...![]()
Strawdermangrl said:This weekend was sucessful. I had the BEST reunion weekend with my 3 best friends in Missouri. Broke it off with my stage 5 clinger and am looking forward to seeing my other bestie this weekend as well as my favorite band, Dave Matthews. Oh, and next weekend it is off to Vegas. Could I ask for anymore? Probably not..well, maybe the lottery?
I mean, too much?
gemgirl said:Strawdermangrl said:This weekend was sucessful. I had the BEST reunion weekend with my 3 best friends in Missouri. Broke it off with my stage 5 clinger and am looking forward to seeing my other bestie this weekend as well as my favorite band, Dave Matthews. Oh, and next weekend it is off to Vegas. Could I ask for anymore? Probably not..well, maybe the lottery?
I mean, too much?
Never too much! and I am so sorely tempted to say what else we might like![]()
Strawdermangrl said:gemgirl said:Strawdermangrl said:This weekend was sucessful. I had the BEST reunion weekend with my 3 best friends in Missouri. Broke it off with my stage 5 clinger and am looking forward to seeing my other bestie this weekend as well as my favorite band, Dave Matthews. Oh, and next weekend it is off to Vegas. Could I ask for anymore? Probably not..well, maybe the lottery?
I mean, too much?
Never too much! and I am so sorely tempted to say what else we might like![]()
And what that be, my dear GG?I am intrigued. hehehehe.
I always wanted to, all the more so that I have a rare blood type. But they may not allow due to medications that I take. I spoke to my doctor and asked if they at least could use washed blood cells, but he did not advise me to do it, either. Too sad, because it would probably be needed.princesss said:I registered for Race for the Cure for next month. I'm giving blood next week. I'm feeling helpful today.
crasru said:I always wanted to, all the more so that I have a rare blood type. But they may not allow due to medications that I take. I spoke to my doctor and asked if they at least could use washed blood cells, but he did not advise me to do it, either. Too sad, because it would probably be needed.princesss said:I registered for Race for the Cure for next month. I'm giving blood next week. I'm feeling helpful today.